want to sleep with me on my bed??

hi all...hmm..now i'm not that moody anymore...everyday...i wake up on 6.30am..hehe..now we(me n macha)...go to office at 7am..wow..i cant believe that's me...haha..well macha did all the driving..i've found the way to prevent myself from getting moody...sleep!!...hehe...when i woke up..already arrived at menara celcom...hehe

hmm..yeah...now bojed mention it i've come to remembered...yesterday morning..something happen...

this thing happen kat umah sewa aku..flat sek7 shah alam..

around 2am papa woke me up asking me if i want to go with him to ali berkat(maple) to watch champions league match between chelsea n liverpool...a mouth watering one i would say....im eager to watch it all day long..but then..laying in my very comfy bed...all that eagerness are gone..hoho..so i said to him i didn't want to go...n continue my sleep

it's not really sleep actually...something like a nap i would say...i dreamed chelsea beat liverpool 4-0..haha..that's where i woke up..when i'm trying to sleep back..suddenly i felt that goosebump(seram sejuk)..in the dark..i watch all over my room n saw nothing...raba2 sebelah xde pape...

so i try to sleep again..n this is when it happen..suddenly i felt that 'seram-sejuk' attack me sharply...it so sharp that i felt all the hair on my body stands...n my lips..without knowing..tremble itself...i try 'raba2' blakang i with my leg..n it hit something...damn..what's this thing behind me(fyi..my bed is single bed..n i sleep mengiring ke kanan)...n i felt there's someone behind me...

i open my eyes n there's nothing in front of me...i tried to look at my back.....at that point i felt my body was numb..i cant move it..n i donno if im imagining it or not, i hear the thing behind me mumble something that i can't understand(aku terlupa nak cerita psal ni time kat maple)..

at that moment i felt numb n i cant move...my lips are trembling terribly...i tried to recite 'ayat kursi'....but i can't recite it..it felt like my mouth n tongue were lock..i tried to stay calm n try to recite the 'azan'...n i can't...this time i start to panic..i tried again with 'ayat kursi' but to no avail..it really felt like my mouth were being shut by something...again i tried the azan n this time i managed to recite 'allahu akbar' outloud...automatically my body can move again..aku pon tgk blakang but there's nothing...so aku baring menelentang atas katil n start baca ayat kursi sampai abes...

i tried to sleep back n of course i can't...so i go out to the living room n watch the champions league...haha...time tgk tu memcm la bunyik..bende jatuh la ape la..wat x phm je la...abeh 1st half tros gi maple naik moto sorg2...gi lepak ngan papa,syah,pijan n bojed...pekena teh tarik n roti kosong sambil menonton 2nd half...haha

n now..here in my room...i'm wondering...where will i sleep tonight??(fyi, i sleep alone in my room)..well we'll see..hehe..ahh n if u guys wondering if im making up this story...believe me i'm not....

till here guys...nak layan anime monster...tutup lampu layan dalam gelap sorg2...masyuk siot..hehe...

moody...(explicit contents)....

today is my first day of practical training...well it's not my first time actually...i've undergone practical training before at cisco systems during my diploma days....

the place is menara celcom at jln semarak, kl...n currently im staying at shah alam..pegi jam blk jam....shit i'm losing my temper...i'm in very bad mood rite now...nak gi kl almost 2hrs??nk blk s.alam 2 hrs more??ape neraka kah???..(wat d hell??)..

then...duit pon da kopak ni..time ni teringat that fatass....owe me rm1k..promised to repay me last january..n now gone with the wind..very quiet...x denga kabar berita...x dpt dihubungi..x dpt dihubungi lgsg..da pindah umah...call tipon 'no yg anda dail tidak dpt dihubungi..the number you have dialled cannot be reached, please try again'......totally lost...fucker..if i get you..you're dead..well im not going to kill him..but i'll make sure he'll got a big, black bruise in his eye(n other places too)...n some cut here n there...

actually the staff at celcom are really nice...friendly...even funny...but hell...traffic jam n this fatass fucker son of a bitch....

oh ok guys..i think thats enough...sorry for the dirty words...no mr nice guy today...

updating to fulfill the rquirement (update cukup syarat)..

haha..i've been updating nothing into this blog while i'm in kluang...i'm still in kluang rite now..i think i'll update just to fulfill the requirement(skadar ckop syarat)...haha...yes..at least there's updates here..better than nothing rite?hehe

hmm..lately..i'm indulging my self reading dan brown book titled 'angels and demons'....hmm..it's 2nd book from dan brown that i've bought..and surprisingly..this book is so relevant to current situation...the death of the pope and the process to elect for the new pope...blablabla...i love dan brown books..full of historical facts...i love history...hehe...

hmm..this is the 1st time after 2weeks i think that i've sleep after 1am...lately..i sleep around 9-11 am..hehe..kehidupan yg skema..'sleep early wake up early, that's what makes man healthy'...i've read that somewhere...btolla...mmg sunah alam pon...mlm nih diciptakan utk berehat...hmm..i better stop myself..before i start...heh..today...tertido plak dkat2 kol6 smpai la maghrib..thats why x ngantuk lagi..

k lah..dah start nak ngantuk...babai

the village..

alo guys...gud afternoon wherever u are n watever u do...sape pnah tgk citer the village??haha..this is the film from the director of......oh my.....i can't remember it...it's the one with bruce willis in it..something bout a dr that who don't know he are already dead...and then there's the film called invincible(or is it invisible???)...haha..watever...this director is called m.night shayamalan if im not mistaken...

wow..come to think about it..i think im beginning to be like mr mat yunoh(do u guys still remember this old man?)...hehe...a lot of 'merapu' before we got what he was trying to say...i remember standing like forever when listening to his speech..now he has already retired(finally)..

well actually...all i want to say is that 'aku nak balik kampung satgi'....but then, i think i'll stay for a day at my uncle house at sri petaling...(ini pon nak citer ke)...haha...well i don't have anything to write for now...maybe there'll be a lot when i arrive at the village...haha..thats all..babai...

hmmm...actually there's a lot that i want to write...but i think i'm not in the mood right now...i want to update this blog yesterday dusk after watching the match between my favourite team chelsea and bayern munich..well i'm not going to review it...it's easier if you just read it at soccernet.com......but to my frustration..the internet connection was so damn slow..blamed it on the never-ending-downloading activity of anime,movie,dorama,blablabla,etc...by my housemate..those activity consumed all the bandwidth that it is almost impossible for me to just open a website..

well actually aku xkesah diorang nak donlod pejadah suma tuh..tp kalo nak donlod tu rilek2 la..amek sket2..ni donlod skali byk...ni dah smpai aku nak bukak website pon da xbleh..panas la aku..slalu kalo jd camni aku sound bese2 je..but today i'm not in the mood nak sound2 org..so i decided to be 'keji' and alter the configuration in the router(i think it's only me in my house that know how to configure the router)...so the internet was down..puas ati aku..snang suma org xleh guna..(wahh it felt so good to 'meluahkan-ketidakpuasan-hati' in BM..)..haha..

then not long after that one-by-one came into my room and ask what's the problem with the internet??i just said 'ntah...x tau...'......keji x??haha...then slowly the feeling of guilty crept into my mind(crept in my mind ke my heart aa??haha)..well i'm not feeling guilty to those that donlod2 ni..i felt guilty as my other housemates that were innocent in this were also effected by my 'keji' action..no one in my house can access the internet thanks to me!!haha..i'm hard to be pissed off..make me angry so feel my wrath...wahh...is that me sounding so cocky???hehe...enough of that...so i decided to repair the damage that i've done and set the router configurations to its proper settings...and guess what??to my surprised..the internet was still down even after i repair back the router settings..."ahh lantakla...aku pon ada date japgi ni..."...i said to myself...and so i left the house with its internet problem at 8.45am...making the rating of my 'kejiness' became almost perfect...haha..sooo kejiiiiiiiii....

hmm..about the date...actually effa are having a semester break..3 months semester break..and it has been 3weeks since i last see her..feels like 3months already to me..and luckily..her youngest brother have some kind of state-level english story telling competition at PJ..providing me the opportunity to see her again..to make long story short..after slight problem(nak have permission from their parents nak gi dating blablabla..mls plak nak taip..blablabla..)..we managed to see each other!!!yeay!!i'm so delighful to see her again..

yuckkss...citer jiwang ke ape nih..??haha..aku mula merasa geli terhadap diriku sendri...so i'll cut the dating story here..just look at the picture above..a picture can tell a thousand words rite??haha..

wahh..dlm xde2 mood aku ni..panjang gak dah ni..hoho..k la..before it get longer...i'll stop here..bye guys..

p/s:i'm having problem publishing this post..internet so sluggish rite now..luckily i've take a precautios action..copy what i've type and paste it in notepad..i'll be crazy if after typing for so long, it all lost..must be those darn donloding activies again..(rasa nak jd keji lg)...sigh.. 

only in dreams..

just arrived at home from Ali Berkat(maple) seksyen7 after watching 1st leg match between Liverpool and Juventus Champions League clash..Liverpool surprised me by putting an excellent 1st half performance to lead Juventus 2-0..but their 2nd half performance was merely a shadow of their 1st half and Juventus was able to to score a crucial away goal..the match ended 2-1..Liverpool surely will have a difficult task to maintain the lead they have when the team meet again at Turin(Juventus home)...

enough of football..yesterday, as usual..still in xm lifestyles eventhough it was over..i slept at +-6.30pm..only to woke up 7 hours later at +-1.30am..and of coz i missed my 'maghrib' prayer..i checked my hp and there's already 9 missed call and a message from my gf..kene marah coz lately always missed maghrib..huhu..i know i'm at fault here and there's no need to argue..


hmm..i need to change my life schedules as it is really in upside down right now..i can't missed prayer as it is surely a very big sin..moreover..with the current world situation...it looks like the end of the world is near..

originally, what i want to write here..is about dreams..that i have when i slept yesterday...i dreamed that i have won a nissan sentra se through somekind of competition or lucky draw..man the dream felt so real as i never craved for nissan sentra..when i was driving the car around the town suddenly i woke up realizing it was just a dream..i was really frustrated and pissed off that i decided to continue my sleep eventhough i've already slept for 6hours(i have other dream after that but i can't remember what was it about)...haha..man i hate this kind of dream..dream that gives false hope..

have u guys experienced this kind of dream too??i've experienced it a lot..and it is surely really frustrating..i remember when i was in primary school..pagi2 my mom or arwah wan (grandmother in Negri Sembilan slang) will wake me up...then i'll wake up, brush my teeth, take a bath, wear my school uniform and then i'll go to school by bus..just as i about to arrived to school or sometimes..even da stat belajar..tetiba kene kejut lagi skali..haha..damn..all those brushing teeth, bath, wearing uniform....all those were just in dream..and i have to wake up and done all those thing again..

of course there are other times..when i was craving for Play Station..tetiba tah camner dapat Playstation tuh..siap dah main game dah ni..only to wake up and realized it was just a dream...haha..damn..i also had it when i'm craving for new PC..although these dreams were frustrating..it is understandable as I'm craving for it..study shows that u'll dream when u crave for something or think too much about something particular...but the nissan sentra se..never in my mind that i crave for it..thats why it felt so real...and thats why it is so frustrating..well maybe thats SATAN works..i missed my maghrib remember..hoho..

wokeh guys..i'll write again soon...till then..dream on bebeh...haha

history..history...history...

well well well...i'm updating again..haha..right now it is 4am in the morning saturday 02 april 05...later at 9am i have final paper for english subject(writing for specific purpose)...and i still.........

wahh...it's 4.19am...tu ayat atas tuh aku tinggal..gi toilet jap td....is it true that i've just spend almost 20minutes in the toilet???hahaha..whew that's a long time to be in the toilet if u ask me..hey don't get me wrong ok..i didn't do something suspicious in the toilet..it is just that when i'm doing my 'business'..i'll think about a lot of things..or is it called 'berangan'???hehe nevermind bout that..just forget it..

well lets continue from where i've left before i went to the toilet..i'm saying that i still have not start studying for my paper yet...it's always like this when i want to study..always have distraction..always LAZY...hmm..maybe because i'm a pure malay..genetically programmed malay behaviour...that's why im soooo like this..pheww what a very lame excuse..haha

this afternoon..ohh i should say yesterday afternoon..i played my electric guitar that i seldomly play now..the strings were so rusty that i got a minor cut in my left hand index finger..haha..blame it on Bojed ridiculously thick strings that he selled to me rm2 for the whole set..hey i know it's really chip..but it's really irritating to play that thick string..hmm..i managed to find the way to play peter pan song mungkin nanti(indon band) completes with it solo..and green day boulevard of broken dream..punk rock songs are really easy..;p

after get tired playing my guitar(for an unknown reason..i'll always sweating heavily when i play guitar)...i decided to surf the internet..after surfing aimlessly..i finally landed on the crazy writer portal called ASTORA JABAT..this man writes in Bicara Agama columns in Utusan Malaysia newspaper..if I'm not mistaken..he also writes in Al-Islam magazines..i'm not trying to be pious here but personally i think his articles are very dangerous to muslim community as it can led to confusion and misunderstanding among muslim itself especially those with lack of faith, believe and understanding in Islam..he looks like orientalist to me..i know i'm not a very good muslim myself..but..ok enough of this...hmm u can see it for yourself at astora jabat portal ..

wahh so long oredy..yet i still have a lot to write..already 5am...i want to study..at least a little bit..come to think of it...when i look at this posting title..i realized that it have nothing to do with this post..haha..actually i want to write something about history..well..i'll save that for later posting..

that's all for now guys..take care..tata..